Destiny..
Place ur heart in the hands of God and he will place it in hands of a man who he believes deserves it…
Imad hafiz zuhair 120123 - 8.17 am
He was born on 23th jan 2012 at 8.17 in the morning…alhamdulillah..my water broke at midnite when at that time i was gossiping with my bestie..huhu..im nervous..and i told myself not to worry..i was in hard labor for 7 hours n truthfully i cant tell u how it was as i dont remember much..its difficult to describe..the pain was just so unbearable..around 5.30am the contractions were becoming extremly intense..i was only 7cm dilated so i couldnt push yet T_T by 7.30am i had enough of the pain n told my husband to tell the doc i was going to push this baby out..the doc came in to check me n decided to let me try pushing..pushing didnt hurt nearly as much as the contractions…but seriously it was so much harder than i imagined it would be T_T thanks to husband for the support..and doa..and for forgiving me too :-) its true what people say when u hold ur baby the pain is not exsistent :-) i got to hold him for a few more moments n realized it was worth the effort a hundred time over :-) huhu..btw i ended up with a 2nd degree tear..but i cant feel the pain because i was really weak :-(
To imad hafiz zuhair, mama n papa loves u so much..be a good kid ok? :-)
couple weeks left……..
like omg!hohoho….im nervous,excited but hepi at d same time..is it normal to be scared of the pain to deliver the baby?heard tons of ‘pengalaman’ from others…n yup im reli scared to death T_T as for now,im just chill n counting down the days *dlm ati dupdapdup*
*note to self :- dont listen to all the horror stories n try to focus on PRECIOUS life you’re carrying zanna..* amin!
biggest mistake T_T
gloomy monday..
i made d biggest mistake of my life..i admit it n i regret it..it was d worst thing i’ve eva done..im so pathetic..now im learn how to pity myself T_T so dat i cn move on wif less fear n b less harsh on myself..
*things always seem get worse b4 they get better..things change but some feelings stay the same..i should be more positive..and stronger and more wiser*
Counting days
im now in 3rd trimester…the final segment of my pregnancy…and yup,my due date gets closer n closer…i was like eh im actly going to be a mother… *hehehe aku-mcm-xpcaye-bole? * but im so thankful n lucky to have something growing inside my womb :-) i just woke up one day n saw it in the mirror n it looks like a big ball @_@ huhuhu…
* there are 2 months left b4 the birth of my 1st child (how timeflies T_T) and i cnt wait to arrange baby stuff in my room >,< * Harap Allah permudahkan segalanya! AMIN!
i’m all energertic @_@
i’m now almost entering 23 weeks.. i’m energetic n i feel so huge now..huhuhu…i know i’ve been eating like there’s no tomorrow…but who cares..i’m preggy n i need lotsa food :-) ok enuf with the food T_T had ultrasound last two weeks n we found out that we will having baby ****..like OMG that’s so exciting!huhuhu..all is well,baby growing great weighs n his heartbeat was good…alhamdullilah @_@ as for now i really need a vacation…i’m planning to go to fraser’s hill next week…hope everything goes as planned..weeee…
2nd trimester n syawal :-)
currently im at 17 weeks n i believe 2nd trimester was ok for me despite nauseous most of the time,muntah every morning,afternoon,evening and nite..starving 24/7, i fancy food so much instead of fancy malls (miss spending time at the malls)..im not even shopping..dat is why i didnt make it for shopping raye but i did bought 2 pasang baju kurung :-)..feeling bloated…feeling everything becoming so big..but im so lucky i have my husband with me most of the time..thanks darl for the house cleaning n laundry :-) i know i’ve been reli lazy…i feel like all i can do is lay down on the couch n not move…guess that explains how fat i am rite now T_T its not easy…n i’ve learnt during pregnancy is to appreciate ur moms…i luv u mom T_T (thanks for the great foods ever!) lucky me coz i dont have weird cravings but i crave for the spicy food…baby loves spicy @_@ cant wait for syawal…i only imagine rendang,nasi himpit n choco cake instead of bermaafan di pagi raye…gosh..my bad T_T
p/s : selamat hari raye,maaf zahir n batin…im sori if i had done anything wrong… 0-0 ok?love u!
